The Worst Part about Love
I have always been a people person. I like friends. I like family. I can think of no better way to spend my life than investing in the people around me.
I love people.
I love the opportunity to experience new things. Laugh together. Cry together. Support one another. Cheer on one another. People. Love. Relationships. I love it all.
However, it is all fun and games until someone gets hurt.
And people get hurt A LOT.
Have you ever been hurt by someone? (Insert sarcasm.) Of course, YOU HAVE! From the time we were young, we were getting hurt by people. Friends, family, peers on the playground, there are an endless amount of opportunities to get hurt in this life.
We all have people in our life that have disappointed us. Not just the acquaintance we work with, but people close to us. Times when we found out something hurtful a friend said about us or when we needed support but failed to receive it.
I have some of the most amazing friends and family a girl could ask for, but that doesn’t mean my relationships come with no cost. There are so many opportunities for misunderstandings.
I believe this is something that should be talked about more. Don’t get me wrong, I am not cynical, but I do consider myself very practical.
Sometimes misunderstandings happen that seem completely innocent and then there are times when the pain seems deliberate. These experiences make us second guess having people in our life at all.
This is when the rubber meets the road and love can seem like one horrible idea.
We have done ourselves a disservice because we don’t have a good understanding of what love is or the power that it beholds. Somewhere along the way, we have told ourselves that if we love big, then we will be loved big.
Truth is, if we Love big, we will Hurt big.
So many of us expect our love to be returned to us at the measure it is given. Love is not given to the measure it is received. Love is given to the measure of capacity.
I can love big, but not because I have people in my life who don’t make mistakes, but because I have worked for years on growing my capacity to love.